this is my friends; her name is ruth schooling!

To ruth schooling
i am so gonna miss you miss schooling, i know ive said that one to many times but i realyl mean it, i don know hwo to explain this crap but yar! sometimes it liek your reading my bloody mind! but what the hack! im sorry if i annoyed you hahaha ! u knwo how i am miss schooling, see you next year (: dont miss me too much!
-chelsea

my body is so pain! like REALLY PAIN! i went wakeboarding with dad today i was not really foucusing what the hack! and after that meet up with ruth,clare and alaine althought the rain ruin all our plans for that afternoon, we still manage to have fun (:

my todo list
-call pris
-finish hw
-finish tuition hw
-read book
-sleep early!

sorry just felt liek typing that out !
i think i have some lame mental disorder! about like writing todo list and not finishing everyone of them. rah! and being "organised" ok off to do my todo list now ! CANT WAIT FOR EQLIPS!H HAHDINVDFJNB KENBK N rah!

time flys
6:51 pm

the moon is out,
a whole new story begins.

ok i have finally UPDATED my fuggly blog, so stop complaining. gosh i am still reading "a painted house" is not that the books not nice is just that i have no time to finish it; this whole week is been hell for me, i will not wake up one morning feeling good and not walk like some stupid arse hole;i think i should like be sick like miss betris haha!

anyways i feel normal now and i have like been thinking a bit about life, againe , but seriously what am i going to do for the rest of my life. to make the right choice, and i want to go to ploy and graduate with a deploma for bio-tech, and like be a researcher or something. i love science since p3 where it was like the 4th NEW SUBJECT. i have always been en-tu with my science project so i think i should like really be some bloody scienctice "DR. CHELSEA" whao!! WEE !

i am broke fuck the world! i need money! fuck my stupid induglence self! why cant i just live without like clothes and other materilistic shit what ever! fuck the world!

sorry melissa i have become super vugal this semster, i don know whats wrong with me. i just cant stop it i tried but i cant like now i feel like saying fuck! i think to me fuck is just a world a stupid word!!

rah !

10 more days and Eclipse will be out, but i think singapore is gonna take much longer!

http://redrockeatter.deviantart.com/

ok bye loves

ps. i hate what im thinkign right now ! fuck you brain!

time flys
7:10 pm

dishwalla, i love their fucking songs! its darn nice! !!! RAH RAH!

i am like curently downloading songs and theres like a lot of nice songs and i am like taking forever to finish!! But i stop now haha!



FUCK all the rich people our there!! FUCK YOU!!! if only i was like some bloody typhoon now i would so buy you baby!!! is so so so pretty RAH!!!

i am going to be a worm !! oh boy i am becoming very very vaguel

time flys
1:02 pm

OK MELISSA CHUA is the founder of the website below about me and my kindergarten friend, (: happy now miss chua haha

some thing bloody stupid happened today i thought i should share this with like everyone

Today the piano tuning guy came ( i didn't know of course , NO ONE TOLD ME! ) so you know they have to test each note again and again until it sounded alright. i thought it was my sister fooling around with the piano so i came out and scream at them " If you don't know how to play don play" some thing like that and i found some stranger playing the bloody piano EMBARRASSING MUCH! so after that my whole family had a very good laugh about that crap my maid acted it all out and i think everyone laugh till they went out of breath !

haha well i am going to die tomorrow cause apparently i didn't finish my to-do homework list to day
1) finish CAJ
2) poa workshit!
3) bio crap
4) tuition homework ( FOR TOMORROW)
5) self study poa
still stuck at 1) !!! why because i found a very interesting book and finished it like today that 300+ pages book. OH BOY betris is right i am becoming a worm! BOOKWORM! so because of that bloody book i fail to finish my stupid CAJ RAH! i am not going to sleep tomorrow until i finish every single thing! RAH!

ok good night (:

ps. melissa you have a very intresting list of songs in your ipod. I LOVE WHITE STRIPS!

pss. i learnt how to use pss !! so bloody cool!! like look !! PSS hahahah !!!! and mel i must lean you the book i just finish reading today i think you will like it (:

time flys
12:31 am

everything started out find we all had fun laught in green.
until the last hour we got restless.
we talked a lot we cant seem to consentrate.
i tried but i got distraced.
she left and cried.
everyone got mad
we all yelled at each other
that was like a 1st time i felt annoyed with everyone
i tried to get everyone to clam down
it didnt work.
how are we gonna live with each other for the next 2 years?

thats my class. 3/4

time flys
5:53 pm

http://tomorrow.sg/comment/reply/1177#comment

my kindergarden friends looking for me, i miss her !

time flys
9:24 pm

well what do u know i have just finish my 500+ pages book in 3 day "new moon by stephenie meyers" it fucking addictive haha. And i spent 2 day finishing valerie's twilight. both as nice but i teared more in new moon and cried in new moon its so fucking sad. its is like i can feel these people how they feel and also to escape from reliaty for a while while im trap in their little world haha!

BIG THANKS to valerie (:

ok for thoes who have no fucking idea what to get for my bloody birthday:
i have no idea, go crack ur nuts hahaahah! althought i would want a book , romeo and juliet, and some book called about some boyfriend thing forgotten the bloody tittle. (:

time flys
5:20 pm

Starting to think, I can feel my hand tremble as I type, how can time fly by so fast without me knowing it and soon tomorrow the day when I turn 15, funny, I feel lost I cant get my thoughts together I don know if I should feel happy or sad about it. And suddenly I feel that im not making use of my time right, I have lived my 15 years with a lot of self-doubt and sometime I lose myself I betrayed ME many times, I cant think straight, I feel up-tight, I forgotten allot of things. And most of all I fool around so much I don know what is important anymore I cant trust myself or anyone else there would be someone billing on me, myself. I know 15 is nothing much but I can feel myself getting older, physically and mentally on one can understand how hard this is for me, I want to so badly start over again and I want to start now, I heard from some book or something that a 13 year old girl is different from a 15 year old girl, still figuring out what it means, i have grasp half of it but still lost. And now the reason for me to type all these emotionally crap is partly because of my hormos but I realise this is the time where I can be true to myself. I will say everything I want and blame it on pms but it’s not crap its real, me laughing, crying and being angry over small stuff is all real not pms. Now it’s not weather people take me serious, its me talking me seriously.

I think the bloody vampire book and some thing to do with my sudden emotional outbreak but never the less I really do mean it, and sometime I wonder if I will be emitted into asylum haha!

Alright its been a very long while since I blog on this empty website, today is the last day for the 14 year old chelsea, like a butterfly creeping out of its bloody cocoon,

THE BAND I RESPECT THE MOST FOR NOW THAT IS.

LINKIN PARK!


Not because anyone is cute or what so ever. It because in their song and video "what ive done" had a really great impact on me, you should know what I mean. Im not a obsess tree hugger, I just want to do something and I have no fucking idea what issit until miss Wendy told the class that we would me the one passing the message that our school will be wearing green on 6/7/07 haha! I feel that this might be it. Although its nothing much but I feel happy.

And specking of happy there’s lotsa things that make me happy.
1) Buying the new moon book after searching in many book store
2) My friends trying to crack their nut, thinking about what to buy for my bloody bday
3) People listening to me when I conduct
4) The consern from my friends
5) Feeling a smile on my face for no practically reason
6) My life feeling so perfect
7) Not worrying about stupid stuff
8) Sitting at my balcony looking up at the beautiful sky, red clouds during sun set, lovely moon at night.
9) Sitting outside my secret place with my headphone on
10) Talking about everything

I don’t need any materialistic shit to make me happy its just makes me feel worst about the money blahblahblah... haha

Even the songs I listen to now have mature, the book I read are different, the thought in my head have changes, and my impression of certain people have changes too. All these changes scare me.

time flys
1:04 pm